9th Anniversary   
08:08pm 09/09/2010
 

With the recent events in the news, I feel like I really want to say something longer than a facebook status.

I am glad to know that most Christians are against what the Florida congregation still plans to do (as of now*) on Saturday, and have a mass burning of Qur'ans.  (*I wrote this originally as a Facebook note and at that time it was still on, but I have read that he has canceled the burning now.)  Because that is completely against what that day should be about.  As Christians we are preaching Jesus Christ.  Here are words that I would like us to think about as we come up to Sept. 11, 2010:

5:16 - "Let your light shine like that in the sight of men. Let them see the good things you do and praise your Father in Heaven

5:39 - "If a man hits your right cheek, turn the other one to him as well."

6:14-15 - "For if you forgive other people their failures, your Heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you will not forgive other people, neither will your Heavenly Father forgive you your failures."

I found those just skimming through the beginning of Matthew.  I could post a dozen more, at least.  This country is starting to fall backward.  Hate and anger seem to be rising.  My prayer is that we can start to move forward.  My calling is for Christians especially--let's work at practicing what we preach.  The words of Jesus are hard words to hear and even harder sometimes to follow.  It isn't easy to offer forgiveness to the people who crashed the planes.  Maybe for some of us it feels impossible.  But let's start by forgiving the Muslims who live in America, who call themselves citizens, and who also cried and mourned when the towers fell.  Because some of us are turning our grief into anger against them, and they have truly done nothing wrong. 

If a non-Christian evaluated Christianity solely on the Cursades, he could come to the conclusion that Christianity is a religion where killing of non-believers is allowable and sometimes even sanctioned by God.  It's appaling to me that there are actual people who really do believe this!  It's just as apalling to true Muslims that so many Americans/Christians seem to believe that Islam is really supportive of murdering unbelievers.  If you didn't know, that's not true.  Believing that is the same as thinking that the church in Florida planning to burn Qur'ans is representative of all Chrsitians.  Not even close. 

The Qur'an and the Bible aren't very different.  Of course, some of the differences, like Christ crucified, are major and important, but many of the teachings of Jesus are echoed in the Qur'an.  Read some of it sometime.  Maybe Sept 11.  And do something good to help stop the hate.


 
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Fireworks   
09:45pm 06/07/2010
 
mood: nostalgic

I went to the driving range near us on the 4th to see fireworks. It was neat; everyone was launching their own fireworks they had bought. Some were the kind we used to launch as kids, and others were the kind you travel to see (only a little smaller) but they really did shoot up and then burst out. It was really neat to be so close and see them. We bought a couple but I honestly had more fun just watching. I was looking at them and suddenly realized I had a little kid's goofy grin on my face. It was silly but I was so happy just watching those fireworks--it had actually our last Disney trip since I had seen fireworks. It was a lot of fun.

I'm going to try to call a counselor again. I left her a message about a week ago but she didn't call back. Of the three that Roger recommended, this was the only one in my insurance, so I hope she calls back. I don't know what I need to do but I would like to change how I feel lately. I would like to feel more like me again. I wish Jordan was home this summer. We insulted the Cliftons the other day and now I'm worried that things will be weird between us. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
 
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Today was not a day   
10:18pm 30/06/2010
 
Today was a day I needed to be around people. I was down all morning, then I finally made myself leave at 2 to go shopping, and while I was out I was fine, then I came back home and was depressed again, but as soon as I picked Jordan up I felt better, and then I was down until I got to rehearsal and then after I got to rehearsal I was mostly better. Stupid being alone sometimes.

#10 Stardust the graphic novel by Neil Gaimen and illustrated by Charles Vess

This is a neat graphic novel because unlike Neverwhere and possibly Coraline, the text is exactly the same as the original novel, there are just beautiful illustrations added. If you like romances and you like fantasies and you haven't read this you are missing out on probably the best romantic fantasy book there is. It will always make me think of Brett and Nikki, though, and I'm sure they know why. This is also one book that isn't ruined by a bad movie version--although the movie is very different in many ways and has a very movie end (happily ever after and all that, not that the book isn't happy, just a little more realistic in a way that would never have translated to film), the changes overall make for a good movie, and probably better than translating the book word for word into a screenplay would have turned out.

I think I might try Catcher in the Rye next. The catch--not picturing Ben Affleck whenever I read "Holden."
 
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#9 Coraline   
08:55am 29/06/2010
 
#9 Coraline, the graphic novel
So, with how much I loved the movie, I can't believe that I hadn't read any form of the book yet. We saw this version at our comic book store and I thought it looked really neat so we picked it up. I don't mind collecting graphic novel versions of all of Gaimen's writings, that's for sure. It was definitely different from the movie in a few major ways, like Wybie isn't even in the book it seems, and there was no Coraline doll to spy on her. Also, a few details were shuffled around, like where the ghosts' eyes were hidden and what parts of the world were created for her. It was really good, though, of course, and I enjoyed it.

#7 Serenity
I think I might have enjoyed Nathan Fillion's intro more than the book, although I certainly enjoyed the book as well. I am excited to be rewatching the series with Jenny this summer.

#8 American Gods
Well, I didn't like this book just as much the second time around. I don't know, I just don't get into the plot line or the characters as a whole quite as much. I love Sam, though, and her paragraph about believing is still one of my favorites of all book passages, so I guess it's a wash.
 
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Books #7 and 8   
02:35pm 15/06/2010
 
#7 Serenity the Graphic Novel
#8 American Gods reread

If I feel like it later I'll post reviews.
 
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#6   
08:16am 03/06/2010
 
The Fantasticks

I knew I had read something else! Jordan got a copy of the script for this (words only no music) and I read it in one day (as it is actually fairly short). I really liked it, but it really helped that I listened to a couple of songs before I started reading or I would have been really confused and not known that it was meant to be done so over the top, which explains a lot.

I'm assistant directing this musical this summer and I'm really excited about it! Come see it in August if you live in the Austin area.
 
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#5   
08:12am 03/06/2010
 
I finished this awhile ago and am just now getting around to posting about it.

Letters from a Skeptic: A Son Wrestles with His Father's Questions about Christianity by Dr. Gregory A. Boyd, Edward K. Boyd

If you like Christian apologetics with a little touch of philosophy mixed in, I recommend this book. If you like to see the way that God can work in even the most skeptical person's heart and watch the progress as the Holy Spirit roots around and finds a home, I highly recommend this book. Slightly organized by topic but mostly organized as a chronological correspondance between a father and his son with a phd in apologetics, this book is a beautiful way to firsthand experience God's miracles. I cried at the end when the son wrote in an epilogue about what a changed man his father became and the amazing simplicity of his new faith. Some of the explanations helped my faith to grow a bit, others I may have disagreed with or not understood, but more than anything else I was really touched by the ultimate change in the father and desperately wanted that for myself.

45 to go.
 
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Jeremy   
07:39am 02/06/2010
 
Hey, Jeremy, if you are reading this, I sent you an email a few weeks ago but haven't got a reply yet. I guess maybe it was to an old email account. Anyway, if you are reading this, please send me your new email to details15 at yahoo.com. Love ya! And miss ya.
 
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Book 3   
09:45pm 02/03/2010
 
Unprotected by Miriam Grossman

I would recommend this to every woman I know. It is a book written by a campus psychaitrist who was constantly pressured to put what she calls the "liberal agenda" ahead of caring for the patient. Some things should be taken with a grain of salt but quite a bit is really amazing information that you don't expect to hear from a doctor. Every woman needs to know that she can't wait to have a child until she is 35 or 40 or older. There's a window, but all they ever tell young women is how to prevent pregnancy, not how to plan for it.

Anyway, it's a great book and everyone should read it.
 
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Books Challenge   
04:30pm 22/01/2010
 
So, I'm counting graphic novels towards my list of books read.

#2 Fables: The Good Prince and #3 Fables: War and Pieces

If you like Sandman, or like Fairy Tales, or just like good comics, go pick up Fables. It's probably my favorite comic series since Sandman (and I'm so excited it's still going too!) These are the last two current graphic novels for this series, and that means Jordan and I are almost caught up to the new ones coming out. These last two books wrapped up what was the 6-year long underlying story and main conflict in the series--and ended it well. It was certainly not what I expected to have happen, but it seems like it's a great way to end it. Of course, when a war ends there are a lot of loose ends to take care of, and that seems to be where the story line is headed now.

47 to go.
 
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