Pink-Haired Girl (details15) wrote,
Pink-Haired Girl
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Well then, that's that

So I auditioned. It wasn't the best material to audition with; it just didn't give a lot to work with. And the girl I read with wasn't the best actress so it was hard to play off her. Like, the first time we read wasn't so bad, and then the second time he started by saying he wanted more tension, which I tried, but Angie just wasn't being tense, so it was hard to create and enhance tension when the other person isn't cooperating. But whatever, if it happens it happens and I'll be crazy but if it doesn't it doesn't and there's nothing I can do about it now. I might try to go back tomorrow after my class and read for Catherine again, but probably not.

I think as much as I tell myself that it doesn't matter I'll still be disappointed when I check the list and I didn't make it. But at least I can just blame it on my night class. I can tell myself he really did want me but with the night class it just wasn't going to work out. Aw, well.

Anyway, I'm tired. I walked to the jewler's today and I put my ring in to have it sized. Seven to ten days. I already feel naked without it on. I might have to cry if I have to wait that long. And I'm paying a bundle for it to fit right, too. I hate money.

Thanks to everyone who replied to my last entry, it was nice to get comments. I don't know why, I just feel like typing a lot right now. I think I'm going to do dishes, clean up, pick out my clothes for tomorrow, take a shower, and go to bed. Then maybe I can get up early and go walking in the morning with Sarah. I missed chapel today cause I was sleeping cause I felt like crap. I need to stop staying up late, I really can't afford it this semester.

I've been in my room for four days and it's still basically clean. That's impressive. I also unpacked everything, and I still have one empty closet, at least three empty dresser drawers, one empty desk drawer, and a lot of shelf space. But it's nice to have a whole room to myself. I feel so less cluttered. And I like having two beds, one with flannel sheets for when it's cold and one with regular cotton for when it's warm.

I think I'm mostly just rambling cause I miss Chris.
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