I need help and you're way across the sea
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You send me your love from all around the world as if I could life on words and dreams and a million screams oh how I need a hand in mine to feel."
Friday for no good reason I felt like crying all day. Now I wish I had cried on Friday, so that I wouldn't feel like I needed to right now. Blah. I don't think it's good for me to live by myself. Whenever Sarah's gone I have at least one really lousy day. Last night was so good, too. I haven't had any motivation for anything right now. Aw, welll. Whatever. Nevermind.