Usually cause I never have enough of it to do the things that I want to do that require it. Like pay for school, make it to Australia, visit Sarah, go to Disneyland for the first time in my life. And just when it's almost too late, and I'm about to give up on yet another thing that won't work out, God moves in and gives me something else that makes it happen. A check from a friend, or a tax return that wasn't expected. I don't understand it, I don't know why I get picked up out of the holes I put myself in, while I know other people seem to be left inside, but I am extremely thankful and I just hope that I don't lose that gratitude and begin to take it for granted. I know that sometimes I do, and I don't want to, so if you ever notice me taking it for granted that something worked out in a wonderful way, remind me that I'm an idiot. And, to quote a friend, I think "I'm too lucky not to believe in God."
Thank You, Lord. Help me to show my gratitude in all that I do. Amen.