March 23rd, 2002

s60 harriet half smile

Love is like oxygen

"I never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before"

I think that's the most romantic line in the whole song, maybe movie. God I want to feel that way. I want that kind of love.

"Want to vanish inside your kiss"

I miss kissing.

I want to cry at a movie again, I mean really really bawl, and I haven't in awhile. I think maybe I'll watch Deep Impact over Easter. Do you have that, Brett?

I've been told that the play went really well tonight. Ben said that all his friends wanted to "beat the shit out of me" afterwards cause I was such a bitch. Yeah, well, when you're typecasted, what can you do? Seriously, I was very happy with how the play went, and everyone keeps telling me I did really well. I hope I at least made an impression on the directors so maybe I'll get a part in an ACT production next semester. We'll see. I wish I was staying here over the summer so I could do A Midsummer Night's Dream. But that's okay. I almost forgot how wonderful and thrilling it is to be onstage with an audience of people watching you live. It's absolutely amazing, there's no other feeling like it. The immediate reaction, especially from a comedy. ("The Browning Version" isn't a comedy, but even with a drama there is still some immediate reaction, it's just so much more apparent and immediate with a comedy.)

"Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time"

"I don't need you anymore! All my life you made me believe I was only worth what someone would pay for me! But Christian loves me. He loves me Harold. He loves me. And that is worth everything."

One more thing: Matt, I'm really sorry for offending you in that email. I know I wrote you one back, but I want you to know that I totally didn't mean it the way it sounded.
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