April 24th, 2002

s60 harriet half smile

I reread this again, and I couldn't believe how ME it was...

Secret Intrusions

I wish for you
in an untitled moment
to break this curse
of unspoken enslavement.

I am faulted for much
but willing to seek atonement.
I would count every speck of sand
every bit of stardust to be with you.

But without a doubt,
because without trust there is no hope,
I have never in my life felt
more alone than I do now,
for I know what I need needs me not.

And if there is need, then it is unspoken.

Let me break down the temple walls
to let light so shine in.
I wish for you in an untitled moment
to hold my hand through
this flimsy veil of humanity.
I am faulted for much even in this
secret intrusion.

~Kevin Max Smith, At The Foot Of Heaven
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    okay okay
s60 harriet half smile

And if everyone else jumped off a bridge, I would too

So this is the song that I would hope one day makes some person think of me.

(Note to someone I know: And you know who you are, I love you so much, and I know it probably already does make you think of me, but you know you aren't in that category right now, so no comments from you saying that, ok...)

Emily

Caught, in an endless time
Waiting for a sign
To show you where to go
Lost, in a silent stare
Looking anywhere
For answers you don't know

On the wire
Balancing your dreams
Hoping ends will meet their means
You feel alone
Uninspired
Well does it help you to
Know that I believe in you
You're an angel waiting for wings...Emily

You, going through this stage
It's a restless age
Young and insecure
Sill, there are doubts to fade
Moments to be made
And one of them is yours

On the wire
Balancing your dreams
Hoping ends will meet their means
But you feel alone
Uninspired
Oh does it help you to
Know that I believe in you
You're an angel waiting for wings
Oh, you're an angel waiting for wings...Emily

~Michael W. Smith
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    that would be the song...
s60 harriet half smile

ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

Thanks to everyone who attempted in one way or another to cheer me up when I was down the other night. I'm fine now. I stopped deluding my fantasy with reality and it's all good again.

And now it's nap time. Goodnight.
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    cheerful cheerful