November 21st, 2002

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While I know many of you would disagree

I walked out of class today and it was wet and raining and cold. And I was all ready to go "boy this weather sucks" when I thought about what could be could be snowing. So I cheered up cause it wasn't snowing and it wasn't as cold as it could be and it wasn't 30 degree below windchill and I could still walk around in three layers without my coat and be comfortably cool but not freezing. So I was happy. Thank you God for showing me the brighter side of things. Now I realize most of you would much prefer the snow to the rain, but I was very happy that it wasn't snowing.

I think I was born on the wrong direction of the compass; I should have been much farther south than I was. Who's all for moving to Arizona with me?
  • Current Music
    Karkota I know I'm gonna hear something on this from you
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"Why are you so far away from me? I need help and you're way across the sea..."

You ever think that you just want something different? Something new?

Troy said that to me tonight. I think he's right. I really feel like I need something different. I hope all continues to go well with Australia and I make it down there. I need a change. School is really starting to drag me down. I think I realized tonight that I miss Mel more than I thought. I wish Katie would get back. Thanksgiving can't get here soon enough.

So breath in me I need you now
I've never felt so dead within
Breathe in me, maybe somehow
You can breathe new life in me again

Be still and know He
know He is holy
Be still and know He is God

We've been running without a direction
We're afraid to get there late
What we need is strength just to kneel down and wait

Thank you God for giving me peace.

I realize that this entry went everywhere but in the middle of it I stopped and prayed with Katie and Sarah and I feel so much better now. Praise be to God.
  • Current Music
    "Breathe In Me" by Michael W. Smith