April 27th, 2003

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What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
my Christian hard rock...yeah...

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
Deep Impact...yeah, I think that would still do it.

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
I sway, shuffle, and play with my hair

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
earrings, my TLW heart necklace and my gold cross

How do you drive?
Illegally

Have you ever been in a school play?
quite a few...have I ever not been involved in some way shape or form?

Do you think you're cute?
lately my ego is getting rather inflated...so yes

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I know there are times when I'm a horrible bitch, but I like to think I'm normally pretty sweet.

What is your current mood?
procrastinationable, and a bit shakey from the caffiene I just downed

What's one thing that you're grateful for today?
the sermon at church was really good today

What is your funniest high school memory?
I can't narrow it down any more than simply the lunch table

What is the last concert you went to?
Lost and Found?

What is the next concert you will go to?
I would love to see a few different Christian bands live one of these days

Do you have any weird preferences?
suspenders, sleeping, tuna fish with miracle whip and relish

What is the one thing you'll never understand about the opposite sex?
why they choose the things they choose

Do you have any weird sleeping habits?
I have to have something to sleep with...a person is preferable but a stuffed aminal will do

Are you in a fight with someone?
Not currently...but maybe soon...I dunno

Do you have a dark secret?
probably...don't bother asking what it is, otherwise it wouldn't be a dark secret...

How many people know about it?
depends...I think everyone does but if I asked them they wouldn't know what I was talking about unless I told them...

What is a word that can make any amusing sentence more amusing?
KOW!

Have you ever eaten a bug intentionally?
I was going to try a weaver ant but I chickened out...they taste like citrus apparently

Are you a sexy beast?
I have been known to bring out beastly tendencies in others

Have you ever coveted your neighbor's wife?
Melissa's answer sounds good...

If you died tomorrow and went straight to Hell, what would you assume the reason to be?
I'm not going straight to hell so this question is moot.

If you could travel to any time period, when would it be?
Either medieval or ancient egypt...those are the two that I really enjoy

In all honesty - how do you feel about your appearance?
I love my hair, but it's not long enough yet. I like my body, I would like to be more toned but right now I'm pretty happy with how I look. Of course being a girl I still complain about pictures of me and lots of other stuff like that.

What's your theme song?
Is there a song called I'm a Lazy Ass? Cause that's it.

Could one conceivably argue that masturbation is therapeutic?
not really...too much work...more stressful in the end

Do you remember the eighties?
fondly and with desire to return...She-Ra!!!

What would you say if I told you I was in love with your sister?
I'd ask which one...if it was Michele or Kelsey I'd kick your ass cause they're too young...if Candace I would say cool.

What about your cousin?
I would tell you that you have to be more specific than that, I have like 20 of them at least

Do your boobs have names?
Someone liked to call them Boingy and Hee-Who!

If you could give yourself a makeover, what would you do?
I shall be doing that soon actually...there will be a raven-haired Lisa sometime in the near future...maybe one with some permanent skin design as well...
  • Current Music
    lots of half-drunk to fully drunk people being loud
s60 harriet half smile

Rereading old memories...

And some things I want to hi-lite:

i cant: seem to win the one thing that matters, even when everything else falls into place
i trust: that it all works out somehow, sooner or later




You don't know how you met me you don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea

It's all been erased
And so it seems
Only in dreams



* i hold: on to the past too much



Or where is the appraiser
Who shall the claim compute,
Of one who makes you sing again
When all the songs were mute?



"What good is intellect if it leaves us immobile and frozen in indecision? At some point, despite all the other options, you have to commit yourself to a path. Being flexible if fine, it's maybe the greatest talent you can have, but in order to define yourself, you need to pursue your passion. There will always be good reasons not to do something, or to do something else, the world is full of women more beautiful than your wife, you can never choose the best car, there's always a cheaper air fare. What's most important is that you choose and get on with your life." ~Chuck Palahniuk



But without a doubt,
because without trust there is no hope,
I have never in my life felt
more alone than I do now,
for I know what I need needs me not.



This entry



Seven things you strongly dislike:
1. being told, "I'm sure there are plenty of guys chasing you"
Seven things you don't understand:
1. the reason of the heart
Right now you are:
1. avoiding stuff I should be doing
7. realizing i'll be alone for a very long time
Seven facts about you:
4. I don't think I even know what love feels like anymore
Seven things you plan to do before you die:
4. find fairy tale love agian
Seven things you can't do:
2. stop it from hurting
3. face the facts
6. use time to my advantage
7. give up



"Night is the hardest time to be alive. For me, anyway. It lasts so long, and four AM knows all my secrets. Four AM is when my dreams die."

...and when I do stupid things like send emails to people that I shouldn't send.
yeah, that was too true...



This entry too



"You live in denial, which is bad, but it's much worse to die that way." ~Christopher Pike, The Midnight Club



I don't know why I'm posting all this, again, just two people for sure and maybe one or two others will read it but I want to so here we are...



Which CowBoy BeBop Session Are You?
Session 5:
"It looks like my past is finally catching up with me." - Spike
Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it.
This however never applied to you, becuase you haven't ever left that place in the past.
Deep down in your soul you feel the need to end something started long ago, in days when life was so much simpler.
Be it anger, sadness, or happiness...eventually you must let it go...but not now..not yet.
There are still some things that must be done.



Okay, I'm done. Homework time now...and no sleep. But that's my own damn fault, right?