March 16th, 2004

dream sad

So tonight sucked

Although today was good.

I looked hot, as I said earlier, and I got lots of complimentses.

Absolutely hilarious convo with Jordan in the writing center. I wish I had a tape recorder.

Rehearsal for the BM cast went pretty well, even though Ashley was randomly missing.

And then I had rehearsal for the other cast and the day went to hell. They couldn't have screwed up their lines any worse unless they had just sat there in silence. And so I told them that we were adding an hour to rehearsal Wednesday and Thursday nights because they were NOT ready. And Alec said he "wasn't sure how he felt about these late night rehearsals." Well, I'm sorry, but your schedules just don't work otherwise. Plus you agreed to late night rehearsals when you auditioned and I have as of yet to have a single rehearsal that goes until 1, so BITE MY ASS!

I should go to sleep. I'm tired. I have no desire to at the moment. I hate that. Bloody hell.
  • Current Music
    "Love Story" by Third Day

My Intellectual Property

Okay, so for Bible study today we talked about marriage and relationships. And I remembered something Eschelbach said in New Testament about the marriage relationship. He said that when it came to the wife submitting to her husband, what that was talking about was that when it came to an arguement or a discussion where the husband and wife disagreed, the husband has a "deciding vote." Meaning that, to prevent arguments leading to divorce or the like, when the two cannot come to a mutual agreement based on Scripture or something like that, what the husband says is what should go.

I was thinking about this when I read Genesis 3:16 (God's curse to Eve after the fall)

"To the woman he said,

'I will greatly increase your pains in childbearing;
with pain you will give birth to children.
Your desire will be for your husband,
and he will rule over you.' "

And I thought about the last part of that. "He will rule over you." My thought was this, before the fall, man and woman would not have had disagreements. When Eve told Adam to bite the apple she was, in a way, exercising a "casting vote," by having Adam eat it. And as punishment, the husband will "rule over" the wife (refering not to dominion but just to that casting vote.)

Just an idea.
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    "Consume Me" by dc Talk
s60 harriet half smile

Wow, dead on!

At least I'd like to think the good things are true, and the bad ones seem dead on. The only one that is kinda off is courage, but maybe I just don't realize it.

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
The quality that most appeals to you:Courage
In a survival situation, you:Fight, but reluctantly
Your hidden talent is:Spiritual wisdom
Your gift is:A loving heart
In groups, you:Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:Your compassion
Your weakness is:Your lack of focus
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

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    "You Are God" by Peder Eide

I want to hurt people

So I walk into the cluster to see this girl using the fishnet that is sitting by my tank. She's got the lid up and is trying to catch Delirium. I look at her like she's from Mars and I asked her what she was doing. "Oh, I was trying to catch the fish in the net. Why, is it yours?" Yes, but that doesn't matter--the point is that it's NOT YOURS. The great thing is that she really didn't seem to realize that she did anything wrong. It took all my self control not to ask her if she was MENTALLY RETARDED. And I really mean that. But really, it's my fault, because I underestimated the unbelievable amount of stupidity some people possess. I should have guessed that complete morons would use the fish net if I left it out, and hidden it away from people with IQ's lower than their age.

By the way, it's my and Chris' one year anniversary. I love my Rabbit.
  • Current Music
    lots of people talking, including Chris.