November 1st, 2005

littlest part lyrics

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I'm lonely.

Called home. Mom was tired, but we talked for a little bit. She bought a ticket for dad, so aparently he's coming to the wedding. I'm not sure she's told him that yet, but hopefully it won't cause a big fight or anything. I know he wants to see me get married, so hopefully that will be enough to keep him sane.

Really want to spend a whole night doing nothing but messing with the computer. Haven't done that in awhile. But I have other things I need to do.

All but one of my pre-algebra students failed a quiz I gave today. I don't know what else to do to reteach it. I thought I made it as clear as I could be. How hard is it to convert grams to kilograms? I'm really not sure how to teach this stuff to them. I almost want to give up and move on, what a great teacher am I?

Blah. Did I mention that I'm lonely? Gah, how messed up is this, I'm going to be seeing Jordan more often than ever and I'm still a lonely mess.

I pigged out today on junk. I feel unattractive. That's been happening more and more to me. I need to get out of this depressed mode.

Snickers is mad at me, I tried to clip his nails again. Definitely a two-person job.

Did I mention that I just want to mess around on the computer all night? Argh. Okay, going to go take a shower now. Maybe.