May 10th, 2009

crying

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Yeah, so it's really not a good thing when you're scared of being home alone at night and you are.  So I started freaking out a little bit and every little noise is really scaring me, including the cat eating, and I don't knwo what to do.  Jjordan left his cell phone in his car and is at his parents and if I call I'll wake them up since he's not even awake.  So I'm sitting here crying cause I'm scared and probably more cause I'm tired.  And I think I'm getting sick again and I'm so tired of being sick and I still haven't seen a specialist because I just haven't had time.  

Typing this calmed me down a little bit.  I'm going to try to go to bed again.