October 4th, 2009

whms no sex

I want to do this more

I just get really busy.  I miss writing though.  It's amazing to go back and read things I wrote years ago and remember them.  There are a lot of things I am so grateful that I recorded, and others that I don't remember and can't even regret not recording. 

We're buying a house.  For some reason this scares the hell out of me.  It's all working out quite well and we will be in a good place financially and it's a very nice little house, it's not too big and I really like that.  But I'm so stressed right now I'm breaking out like crazy and I get emotional over trivial things.  I hope it goes away soon.  Buying the house means we are staying in Texas for another 3 years.  It's good, but I miss my family a lot.  I want to start saving traveling money again.  I hate flying coach.  I don't want to do it anymore, but that costs a lot.  I'm kind of realizing that not all things will fall into place perfectly before we have children.  I want to be under 30, close to family, able to stay at home for at least a few years.  Jordan wants to be financially stable and "ready," I think. 

I am getting some sort of chest cold.  Swine flu and regular flu and strep are going around school, we had literally 30-40 kids out in the middle school alone.  I don't think chest congestion is a symptom of any of those.  We'll see. 

Saw the most hilarious Christopher Walken SNL sketch yesterday, I had tears streaming down my face.  If you haven't seen it, a lousy copy is here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XtuPvwBa2U

Going to go back to school work and then go to bed.