July 6th, 2010



I went to the driving range near us on the 4th to see fireworks. It was neat; everyone was launching their own fireworks they had bought. Some were the kind we used to launch as kids, and others were the kind you travel to see (only a little smaller) but they really did shoot up and then burst out. It was really neat to be so close and see them. We bought a couple but I honestly had more fun just watching. I was looking at them and suddenly realized I had a little kid's goofy grin on my face. It was silly but I was so happy just watching those fireworks--it had actually our last Disney trip since I had seen fireworks. It was a lot of fun.

I'm going to try to call a counselor again. I left her a message about a week ago but she didn't call back. Of the three that Roger recommended, this was the only one in my insurance, so I hope she calls back. I don't know what I need to do but I would like to change how I feel lately. I would like to feel more like me again. I wish Jordan was home this summer. We insulted the Cliftons the other day and now I'm worried that things will be weird between us. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
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