So I realized today that I'm not good at keeping up with long distance friendships. I don't like the phone as much as I used to, and I don't get online as much as I used to, and I don't write letters. This rules out most forms of long distance communication. I thought I was a little better at long distance relationships, but apparently I'm just as stupid. I hate msn. I hate forgetting to log in to msn. I hate feeling like crap because I didn't log into msn and I've been up for two hours chatting to other people when I should have been up chatting to him. ARGH!!!!!!!
I'm sorry, Chris. This time it is totally my fault. I plead stupidity and hope you will not stay mad long. I'll call you tomorrow. I love you.