I think as much as I tell myself that it doesn't matter I'll still be disappointed when I check the list and I didn't make it. But at least I can just blame it on my night class. I can tell myself he really did want me but with the night class it just wasn't going to work out. Aw, well.
Anyway, I'm tired. I walked to the jewler's today and I put my ring in to have it sized. Seven to ten days. I already feel naked without it on. I might have to cry if I have to wait that long. And I'm paying a bundle for it to fit right, too. I hate money.
Thanks to everyone who replied to my last entry, it was nice to get comments. I don't know why, I just feel like typing a lot right now. I think I'm going to do dishes, clean up, pick out my clothes for tomorrow, take a shower, and go to bed. Then maybe I can get up early and go walking in the morning with Sarah. I missed chapel today cause I was sleeping cause I felt like crap. I need to stop staying up late, I really can't afford it this semester.
I've been in my room for four days and it's still basically clean. That's impressive. I also unpacked everything, and I still have one empty closet, at least three empty dresser drawers, one empty desk drawer, and a lot of shelf space. But it's nice to have a whole room to myself. I feel so less cluttered. And I like having two beds, one with flannel sheets for when it's cold and one with regular cotton for when it's warm.
I think I'm mostly just rambling cause I miss Chris.