Had a really bad night last night, but I think in a way it's good cause I think that things with Chris got a lot better because of it. But dammit, I hate the way my eyes feel the day after I spend a few hours crying.
In related news, I hate computers and I hate money. With a passion.
In other news, my sister asked if she could bring a friend with her to Australia if her friend could save the money in time. Maybe that will help convince Mom to let her go now. (I told Michele that it shouldn't be a problem, I just had to ask Chris.)
And lastly, these lyrics make me think of Chris' and my relationship (how he feels about me, how I feel about him, how we feel about each other, etc.):
"For all the wrong that you made right...
You're the one who helped me up,
Never let me fall...
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am because you loved me...
A light in the dark, shining your love into my life...
My world is a better place, because of you"
~Because You Loved Me, Celine Dion
"I'm finding my way back to sanity again...
Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me"
"Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for the day, from your body"
~Hard to Say I'm Sorry, Chicago
"I have never seen that dress you're wearing
Or the highlights in your head that catch your eyes
I have been blind...
I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
I've never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
I've never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled, It took my breath away
I have never had such a feeling
Such a feeling of complete and utter love, as I do tonight"
~Lady In Red, Chris DeBurgh [I think this is one of the best songs for a wedding ever, I absolutely love all the lyrics anyway.]
"They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong...
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life"
~You're Still The One, Shania Twain
"If every word I said
Could make you laugh
I'd talk forever"
~Forever, The Beach Boys
"You wind me up and I drive you mad...
I don't care what the world has to say
You should know that I love you, I love you, I love you today"
~Heaven Knows, Squeeze
"I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life...
I think I've found my way home"
~I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You, Savage Garden
Remember Me This Way, from Casper [No specific lyrics here, just the song in general, probably because he has a thing for Christina Ricci.]
"And I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time"
~You're the Inspiration, Chicago
Here Without You, 3 Doors Down [the whole song]
"You and me
We’re in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow"
~We're In This Together, NIN
Molly Smiles, from Uptown Girls [the whole song]
"When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life"
~Happy Together, Simple Plan
"Without you, without you everything falls apart"
~The Perfect Drug, NIN
"And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch you, I will catch your fall
Just have a little faith in me"
~Have A Little Faith In Me, John Hiatt
"Only love, can ease the pain
Of a boy caught in the rain.
Only hope will remember
Burning flame in December"
"It doesn't mean anything without you here with me"
~Here With Me, Plumb
"I lost it all
You got it back
Believed in me
When I gave up on myself again"
~Sink N' Swim, Plumb
"But Katie's young and man she just don't care
She'd follow Tommy anywhere
She's in love with the boy...
And even if they have to run away
She's gonna marry that boy someday...
What's meant to be will always find a way"
~She's In Love With The Boy, Trisha Yearwood
"Good times were hard to hold
Until she came along...
She's the one who saves me from them dark unholy nights
Of all the ones who've left me it's a wonder she's not gone...
She sees the good in everything there is to see
Sometimes I wonder what she ever see's in me"
~Memphis Soul Song, Uncle Kracker
"And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you...
But I can still remember just the way you taste"
~It's Been Awhile, Staind
"In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you"
~At the Beginning, Richard Marx and Donna Lewis