I got a letter from Burkee today. She says she's pretty happy, and she really miises livejournal, and knowing what is going on in everyone's life. She's enjoying a lot of the pt and stuff there, though. And she says hi.
I think I have decided that, as much as I can, (which probably won't be much once I really start student teaching fulltime) Friday's are going to be my "off day." That means working my butt of Saturday and Sunday to really prepare for the weekend, but I really think I can do it. I hope. I can.
"...those who complain will accept instruction." I read that in Isaiah the other night, it really felt like it applied to me. You know, seeing as I never stop complaining. I don't know, I really hope I learn this semester.
Jordan's parents took Holly, Jordan, and I out to dinner at a nice restaurant tonight. It's actually where Holly and Jordan got engaged. The food was excellent. We had a really nice wine with dinner, too. I don't usually like red wines but this was very good. And we had dessert and a nice dessert wine too. I don't know the names of either, sorry. And then after dinner we went to the Concordia production of Proof. I now really want to play Catherine. It's excellent. The acting was very well done, though of course I kept thinking about being up there, and what I would have done, and how this scene would have been challenging and that scene would have been fun. I told the Dollars at dinner that I hadn't done anything with theater all semester so far and I was enjoying it...and I was, until I saw what I wasn't doing.
And then I got back to my dorm and delayed going back to my room for awhile. I wasn't sure why until I walked in and got hit with an overwhelming need to be with Chris. I wanted so much to come home to him tonight. Just to lie in bed and cuddle with him while talking about the day. I want to just lie next to him in bed and stare up at him. I want to be hugged and kissed and held. I want to fall asleep next to him and wake up next to him. I have no idea why this semester should be so much worse than either of the others, but it is and it sucks. That's all.