Parent teacher conferences were tonight which means I was at school for over 12 hours. And I didn't even get things done that I wanted to get done.
I'm barely staying afloat right now on the immediate items and I haven't touched the long-term ones yet at all. If I don't get a shitload of homework done this weekend I'm in serious, serious trouble.
And I haven't talked to Chris for more than 10 minutes in a week. Tonight I was going to try to get everything done by 10 so that I could talk to him, and I think it was doable, too. But then I found out he won't be able to get out of work until after I need to be in bed. And I need to be in bed early because I'm not getting enough sleep and I can feel it at work, it's affecting me in a bad way. But just to give you an example of how stressed I am, and how much I'm missing my fiance, when Chris told me that I wouldn't be able to talk to him tonight, I burst into tears.
So no one ever said life was supposed to be easy, but right now it's really, really hard. Please pray for me to find discipline. If I don't I'm going to burn out.
