Yeah, so it's really not a good thing when you're scared of being home alone at night and you are. So I started freaking out a little bit and every little noise is really scaring me, including the cat eating, and I don't knwo what to do. Jjordan left his cell phone in his car and is at his parents and if I call I'll wake them up since he's not even awake. So I'm sitting here crying cause I'm scared and probably more cause I'm tired. And I think I'm getting sick again and I'm so tired of being sick and I still haven't seen a specialist because I just haven't had time.
Typing this calmed me down a little bit. I'm going to try to go to bed again.